I will be back.......

Pmr has started since yesterday. I thought i would have a very wonderful holidays. But i was WRONG. :( No doubt, Form 5 trials will go on as usual.
To all PMR candidates, all the Best


For me and friends, 6 more days to go :) Let's do it DON'T give up.
+ Sejarah
+Chemistry
+Biology paper 3
+Physics

Camwhore........♥

Is been quite a long period never post up my new photos.
Previously i used to upload new photos every weekend.

captured this after rebonding my hair
Well. it's nothing, i just feel like showing my photos
HAHA.
SEE. my hair is straighten :)

Finally

Yeah. The 3 most important subjects have finally over :)
But, im not really satisfied with it because i didnt do well .
I feel quite upset :(

YEAH!! Tomorrow is maths. oh my god, im laughing now :p
For me, maths is the easiest subject to score ! I love maths very very much
I aim to get A+ for maths.
So, god bless me :)

Trial

School Spm trial exam has just started on last friday .
:) I'd just finished the Bm papers this morning and i feel so good now.
Because for me, peribahasa, almost 20 of sajak and pantun, tatabahasa and essay aren't seem that easy to me. I had spent for almost 1 and a half day to finish all the revision for BM. It was killing me!
Scary right ? Because, i'm afraid of the feeling when i sit for the exam, i look at the questions and i don't know how to do, epecially for BM. In spm, if you fail your BM, it means you've failed everything. You'll definitely get nothing for it. The Spm slip can be thrown straight away to the dustbin. At that time, i think i will keep on blaming myself for now being hardworking before and thousands of WHY will appear in my mind. That's why, i must study hard for it! So that i won't regret.
Well, i don't think i can accept it if i really fail it :) So pray hard! I don't wish to see this thing happens on my friends too :) I believe, the endless efforts of yours will bring you an A. This is how i calm myself so that i'll be willing to sacrifice my sleeping time.

Haha, you must be thinking of why im still here blogging right ?
I've no idea about this, because i don't know why too.
I've been pushing myself to start on my revision for tomorrow's paper -BI but it doesn't work. Im quite relax now. Listening to music and playing games !
No doubt, BI is much easier than BM and BC :)
At least i don't need to spend too much time to memorize those peribahasa. Besides that, i don't need to look for any wrong spelling in a given sentence. Unlike BM, you are required to look for kesalahan imbuhan, istilah, perkataan and so on.
If you don't master it, BYEBYE.
Urghh.

It's already 11 o'clock. :D Is time to say byebye. All the best to all my friends.
Im actually now looking for idioms :)

Friendship

I feel so sad.
It shouldn't end in this way. I know it's hard and you're hurt.
Friend, i've known you for 5 years. I can understand how is your feeling now.
You don't use to show your sadness on face, but i know your heart's broken.
When i see you, i take your sorrow as my sorrow because i care you very much.
And.
Friendship. Shouldn't be like this. I'm so surprised with the truth . When you were telling us your feeling, your true heart of treating the ones you love. It was really touching. And i know you care! Because they are your DEAREST, but you choose to let go at the end, no matter how hurt it is...
Well.That's the decision you've made, i'm here to support you.

I can't stand for seeing you endure all of this and acting like you're strong.
Trial exam is coming. I worry you more than others.
A thousands of WHY in my mind now!
I really don't understand.
='( It's not the friendship i want .
I rather to be the nooby. I rather to close my eyes, my ears not to see not to listen!
It's just something i cannot accept.
A little excitement will lead you to a wrong way! WHY ?

++There's something cannot be erased in our hearts. Even though i choose to forgive but the scar is still there . It will be the part of my memories when i leave , and i will bring this along for the rest of my life. ++

SIGH *

Satur

it's been quite a few weeks i never update my blog. it's so dead!!! hahaha..
Trial is coming. And recently nothing happens. Everything goes very smoothly .
Ya. im having a lots of fun during school time. Friends are always beside us including
laughter and joy :) As you know, what will girls do normally when they gather together ?
HAHA. i will appreciate every single moment with my Buddy. They've lighten my life and
make me lives happier and happier .
My Secondary School life won't be that FUN without you guys appearance :)

And i know.
I will be leaving this school very soon..
i will bring along the memories and go for another life's station.
But
Where should i go after this ??
College or Form 6?
im confused....and im that kind of person who will get influenced easily by something.
Like my teacher said, we hear alot of stories everyday, it's our choice when we are enquired to determine which one is the truth and Not.No ones can judge us since different people will have their own points of view. But when it comes to me, i'll feel afraid to make my decision .i will think alot!! And keep on asking other people's opinion. Ridiculous right ? Should i say im not enough of confidence ? NO*
3 more months to go.
im no longer a small girl..... Is time for me to choose.....
its not a matter of time. it is my future!!
By the way, Selamat hari puasa :)

hope

im wishing for a glimmer of hope.
...
.....
.........God bless me <3