Camwhore........♥

Is been quite a long period never post up my new photos.
Previously i used to upload new photos every weekend.

captured this after rebonding my hair
Well. it's nothing, i just feel like showing my photos
HAHA.
SEE. my hair is straighten :)

Finally

Yeah. The 3 most important subjects have finally over :)
But, im not really satisfied with it because i didnt do well .
I feel quite upset :(

YEAH!! Tomorrow is maths. oh my god, im laughing now :p
For me, maths is the easiest subject to score ! I love maths very very much
I aim to get A+ for maths.
So, god bless me :)

Trial

School Spm trial exam has just started on last friday .
:) I'd just finished the Bm papers this morning and i feel so good now.
Because for me, peribahasa, almost 20 of sajak and pantun, tatabahasa and essay aren't seem that easy to me. I had spent for almost 1 and a half day to finish all the revision for BM. It was killing me!
Scary right ? Because, i'm afraid of the feeling when i sit for the exam, i look at the questions and i don't know how to do, epecially for BM. In spm, if you fail your BM, it means you've failed everything. You'll definitely get nothing for it. The Spm slip can be thrown straight away to the dustbin. At that time, i think i will keep on blaming myself for now being hardworking before and thousands of WHY will appear in my mind. That's why, i must study hard for it! So that i won't regret.
Well, i don't think i can accept it if i really fail it :) So pray hard! I don't wish to see this thing happens on my friends too :) I believe, the endless efforts of yours will bring you an A. This is how i calm myself so that i'll be willing to sacrifice my sleeping time.

Haha, you must be thinking of why im still here blogging right ?
I've no idea about this, because i don't know why too.
I've been pushing myself to start on my revision for tomorrow's paper -BI but it doesn't work. Im quite relax now. Listening to music and playing games !
No doubt, BI is much easier than BM and BC :)
At least i don't need to spend too much time to memorize those peribahasa. Besides that, i don't need to look for any wrong spelling in a given sentence. Unlike BM, you are required to look for kesalahan imbuhan, istilah, perkataan and so on.
If you don't master it, BYEBYE.
Urghh.

It's already 11 o'clock. :D Is time to say byebye. All the best to all my friends.
Im actually now looking for idioms :)

Friendship

I feel so sad.
It shouldn't end in this way. I know it's hard and you're hurt.
Friend, i've known you for 5 years. I can understand how is your feeling now.
You don't use to show your sadness on face, but i know your heart's broken.
When i see you, i take your sorrow as my sorrow because i care you very much.
And.
Friendship. Shouldn't be like this. I'm so surprised with the truth . When you were telling us your feeling, your true heart of treating the ones you love. It was really touching. And i know you care! Because they are your DEAREST, but you choose to let go at the end, no matter how hurt it is...
Well.That's the decision you've made, i'm here to support you.

I can't stand for seeing you endure all of this and acting like you're strong.
Trial exam is coming. I worry you more than others.
A thousands of WHY in my mind now!
I really don't understand.
='( It's not the friendship i want .
I rather to be the nooby. I rather to close my eyes, my ears not to see not to listen!
It's just something i cannot accept.
A little excitement will lead you to a wrong way! WHY ?

++There's something cannot be erased in our hearts. Even though i choose to forgive but the scar is still there . It will be the part of my memories when i leave , and i will bring this along for the rest of my life. ++

SIGH *