Important

Is been 1 or 2 months i didn't update my blog..what to say..i'm so busy with school activities..
nowadays im not feeling good ...it is so annoying... the only thing i can say .... it is really important to me, no matter how, it is really important to me.. Maybe u won't understand the feeling of mine, i'm not desperate..but just i have done so many things, what i wish is to get the thing i want. I have changed everything of mine because of it.. I have tried my very best to do what i can do for it... but i don't no how is the final answer would be...

Sometimes, like what my friend said, sky seems pretty now, but it does not last longer...putting too much hope on it is not a good thing.. we must know, something is not controlling by us, some dreams may not come true.

sigh...what should i do? i dont no what will i do on that day.. i wish that day not to come, i don't wish to hear the answer that i dont wish to come out from one of their mouth.. Maybe..i should learn to be courage..to accept the fact LATER.. but for now.. i don't think im ready ... please la....
i know cry is not the best way to solve the problem, but i know it is the only best way to release out all my sadness... Sometimes i felt like im a ball, a FOOTBALL... u know why? if u understand me, u should know why... i need more time...

i should think of another way to help myself... i'm not going to give up so easily now... unless i really fail..... anyhow..thanks for friends supporting....thanks.....